i don't read nearly enough. i think i have reading ADD. i can't seem to concentrate on what i'm reading and i end up reading the same line over and over again but not digesting it fully. it's a problem.

this past weekend, i went to see a career counselor who works at biola university. it was a step in the right direction, i think. i'm stuck in a rut, and i needed a jump start of sorts. linda, the cc, is an incredibly nice and affable person. we talked and talked... well i talked and talked and she just sat there and analyzed me. it was pretty interesting. i think the thing i liked about her was that she wasn't judgmental. she accepted the way i am, even when i told her that i never get to work on time and that my sister and i used to get into fist-fights. she gave me a book to read and told me to look over all my tests... reading, aaaargh! (the book is interesting though).

she also pointed out why my plants are dying. i need to re-pot my plants. it's probably too late to save them now.

something new i learned today: in the song, "heavenly action" by erasure, the line is, angel made in heaven, not angel baby heaven.

i also spent like 3 hours on friendster.com because i didn't want to start on some urgent work at work. oh well, there's always tomorrow.

remember with a little skill and knowledge, your talent can become your strength!