it's late. we just had a bbq at mark's. i want to sleep, but then i don't. it's a very confusing period of the night. should i sleep, or should i not. it's like too late to go to bed, but then if i went to bed, i'll probably wake up late. which means that i'll be out of sorts on monday cuz i'll be going to sleep late tonight. can you picture my dilemma?

i cleaned my house today. it was pretty fucking messy. months of mail, clothes, bags, trash lying on the floor. glass bottles, plastic bottles and aluminum cans in grocery bags in the kitchen and on the porch. had to separate them. cleaned my sheets, threw away odd white pairs of socks, washed my blanket and my car. the carpet was in complete need of hoovering. i could definitely clean the kitchen and the bathroom, but i ran out of time.

okay, i got lazy.

i tried to burn some of my mail. it didn't work very well. 1. i couldn't find a good location to do it at, 2. i couldn't find a good container to burn them in, 3. the tin can i used wasn't very good cuz i stuffed to much in there, 4. i was getting freaked out by all the smoke, 5. it was kinda windy. shredding is just too much trouble. i need to find a better way to get rid of my old mail.

i should really hop into bed (i changed the sheets today. after 6 weeks. i'm disgusting i know. i've been in a very lazy mode lately). i'm tired.