i hate painting! i'm using a colour called, "polar bear." it's pretty much the colour white with a couple of drops of black. so you can say it's an off-white (barely). i think i did a pretty poor job of spackling last night. i missed a couple of spots, little holes. fuck.

is ucla going to get their ass kicked today by arizona? i certainly wouldn't put my money on ucla, but you never know. game starts in 4 minutes. i can't wait until "coach" lavin gets fired at the end of the season. it's horrendous the way we are playing. i'm completely ashamed as an alumus.

duke lost! EXCELLENT!

helsi emailed me back yesterday. i'm not sure if i'm going to email her back. it's just too emotionally draining. *sigh*