Sunday, June 01, 2003

i feel strange, like something's not quite right.

you know how you should get eight hours of sleep every night. well, fuck that noise cuz that's not going to happen anytime soon. i slept at 5am last night, but woke up at 11am. well mainly due to the fact that deidra woke me up when she was talking to her roommate, robert. but that's okay, i'm used to getting six hours of sleep. it'll probably get worse when i go into law school or graduate school.

the only reservation i have about law school is that it's such a cliche. what are you going to do with a history degree? most likely law school (only those people who are clinically insane go for a doctorate in history). somehow, i don't like that. it's like my life is already predestined. i'm sure a law degree is going to make my life run more smoothly in regards to finance and having a solid career. but still, i don't want to be a cliche.

i never cared to be rich; just financially solid, so my family is well taken care of. i'm sure no one ever complains about being wealthy. why should they? i think for the most part, i fear being rich because i don't want my kids to turn out all fucked up and shit. you hear about these rich kids doing certain bad things from time to time. not to mention, if i become a lawyer, i probably won't have much time to spend with them. *sigh* i just hope that my kids aren't going to be fucked up.

deidra and i went to ikea today to pick up some stuff. we were hoping to purchase a drawer so she can put some of her clothes in, instead of having them spewed out on the floor. but we couldn't agree on any one of them, so the only purchase of any significance was a nightstand. i rearranged the bedroom so now there's more space. not too shabby. i feel like shit right now, probably from the trifecta of sleep deprivation, not having dinner (except for the bundt cake i got at the barnes and noble cafe), and the fact that i've been on my feet most of the day.

i'm going to bed now. i need to get some studying done tomorrow. i'd be really pissed if i don't.

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